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Thursday, September 25, 2008
no one cares ; / 4:12 PM




hello non-earthlings . i guessed th earthlings are mugging now rather than blogging . hehs .

i'm so not-myself tday laa . until i didn't even take peekturees , hais . can't help .

lessons are kinda bored tdayy , but kinda important /= i love maths ! only tday -.- i can understand what mr ang say , & still can teach jonathan ! okayy abit tyco anyway , lol .

laughed alot tday , with th usual 4 other people . doesn't mean i'm happy . laughed until all the teachers scolded us . talked abt biantai stuffs , biantai , as in , very biantai . its just things that girls shldn't talk tgt with boys usually . but i guessed we're pretty open . hahs .

learned th DEMURE sitting position and face expression and where your hand shld put etc , with anna . rly hilarious okayy . guan hoe teach us de .

i love my position during exam period laaa . direct end on th class , xoxos .

& i realised i have nothing to blog tday , i think this was very weird ? ayee , whatever =x

i feel really weird today . i want back th hyper qiwen , but i just can't do it . my smile , looks so frozen now . my laughter , isn't like last time anymore . th laughters i had last time are REAL laughters , showing that i'm rly happy . but now , i'm just smiling & laughing for th sake of it . i hate this feeling , seriously . but do anyone even care ? i bet my friends are rly too busy to bother about this girl in th corner . i think that no one knows the emptiness and sadness inside me . i'm trying to conceal my feelings for a long time alr , i'm sick and tired of all this . oh whatever . i feel so like crying now ):
i've tried to avoid already , just to keep away misunderstanding , but looks like th world is small , until i kept seeing you , no matter how hard i'm trying to avoid . i'm sorry , to you & you .