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Friday, September 12, 2008
/ 10:19 PM
god , why do i feel like that now ?
school life is way too boring nowadays , with people who makes us really pissed . gosh , whatever , i seriously need to try to get along with people . trying very hard to change my attitude , very hard i guessed .
i think no one believes that i'm a really quiet and shy girl last time ? hahs . i remember how i always sit at a corner alone . becos i don have much friends . thn when i'm in p4 , a bunch of girlfriends changed me , to a more not-shy-girl . thn prefectorial board totally changed me , boosting up my confidence or whatever .
okay , no point about the past now , i'm in 2008 . known as the-very-hyper-retard-monkey in school . i've been trying to conceal my feelings for a very long time already , i think i'm gonna burst soon . putting up a smile and laughing everytime do makes me happy , but still , th inner side of me is not happy . is this what i really wanted ?
& now i cant even gain any trust from them , i feel so empty in my heart . dont i deserve a lil bit of respect ? to treat me like this , & still you think you're right till now . considering to transfer me ? try , i won't allow you to do that . because my memories are here , although there's only 9 months .
gosh , too much things had happened this few days , which makes my mood really goes down . i think i really need a person to talk to , keeping everything inside myself is just to hard . hidding in bed crying doesn't help . i don't know how , or why , i became like this .
anyway , i'll try to cheer up . but meanwhile , if i really show you a very dulan face or talk to you very seriously bad attitude , bear with me . hehs .
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8th WORLD WONDER .
Hello people , in case you're in the wrong blog , yeah , my name is Qi Wen . I don't like my chinese pronouncation ?? though , but I don't mind if you call my that way . My birthday's on 13 December 1995 ,
so do your math & calculate how old i am . I study in Woodlands Ring Primary School previously , and currently I'm a member of 2G`09 in Chung Cheng Yishun . I'm in CCHYCO , & playing the erhu .
I can be very horny , but don't be afraid 'cause I won't rape you .
I often sing like nobody's business , like how cool is this .
I'm not really concerned about height issues but that doesn't make you have the right to say I'm short .
Currently , I'm trying to turn to a quiet person . So pardon me if i don't talk to you .
I'm obessed with quite a number of stuffs/people . Like I love to eat potatoes & mangoes , and i like the colour white & yellow . I'm crazy in monkeys & octopus , cause I think they're super adorable .
I'm in love with Justin Chon who acted as Eric Yorkie in Twilight & ??? cause I think they're are hot . Oh , and because of my obession for monkeys , I created a group called the MONKEY PROTECTION SOCIETY.
I don't really care if there's only four members in the group , don't try to say i'm stupid to create this pathetic group .
I like to cook & sew , sorta a typical housewife , just that I don't like house work . I also like to play with balloons , especially doing balloon sculpture . I'm just a beginner when doing balloon sculpture ,
but I'll definitely work harder , to twist & turn adorable animals .
I'm a super glutton for your information . I can do anything to get my food . I often crave for certain food , and will become grumpy & will start to throw tantrum without my food . hehs .
You can contact me at my MSN , although I don't like to talk to strangers .
I have a Friendster account , and a Facebook account .
I do have another blog which is @ Livejournal.com .
I think I have a long profile here . Don't say I'm naggy 'cause I didn't ask you to read either .
Toodles <3
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& around the shining squares of London .
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Friday, September 12, 2008
/ 10:19 PM
god , why do i feel like that now ?
school life is way too boring nowadays , with people who makes us really pissed . gosh , whatever , i seriously need to try to get along with people . trying very hard to change my attitude , very hard i guessed .
i think no one believes that i'm a really quiet and shy girl last time ? hahs . i remember how i always sit at a corner alone . becos i don have much friends . thn when i'm in p4 , a bunch of girlfriends changed me , to a more not-shy-girl . thn prefectorial board totally changed me , boosting up my confidence or whatever .
okay , no point about the past now , i'm in 2008 . known as the-very-hyper-retard-monkey in school . i've been trying to conceal my feelings for a very long time already , i think i'm gonna burst soon . putting up a smile and laughing everytime do makes me happy , but still , th inner side of me is not happy . is this what i really wanted ?
& now i cant even gain any trust from them , i feel so empty in my heart . dont i deserve a lil bit of respect ? to treat me like this , & still you think you're right till now . considering to transfer me ? try , i won't allow you to do that . because my memories are here , although there's only 9 months .
gosh , too much things had happened this few days , which makes my mood really goes down . i think i really need a person to talk to , keeping everything inside myself is just to hard . hidding in bed crying doesn't help . i don't know how , or why , i became like this .
anyway , i'll try to cheer up . but meanwhile , if i really show you a very dulan face or talk to you very seriously bad attitude , bear with me . hehs .
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