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Friday, September 26, 2008
gave up ; / 4:56 PM

i wanna see th sunset again ;

i still feel so weird tday , until i cannot control ):

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♥ the rain . but idk why , i almost cried when watching the rain . i seriously dk why . probably because of those words ? aye forget it , it's th past . & i observed th rain tday . it was drizzling at 9.15 , and thn heavy downpour at 9.20 . thn th rain almost stopped at 9.30 , but still abit of raindrops . thn its heavy downpour again abt like 9.40 . interesting manzxzx .

oh shucks , i totally flunked my chinese paper tday . whereas english still okay , cos i got story to write about .

& chinese , i wrote my letter for 10 mins , my compo for 20 mins . & rot for th next 1 1/2 hr . okay crap -.- to think that last time i can write 1000 characters , & now , not even 500 . i was trying to sqeeze every sentence until i cannot think of anything anymore , thn i end th essay . i think i'm gonna fail it ):
somemore chinese was my strongest subj in pri school .

ihatemyself , arggg . i'm trying very hard to love chinese again . but failed ): i've let down chenlaoshi , th tcher who makes me love chinese , who makes me ace in chinese . i still keep th certs with me getting highest in class or even , highest in school . i feel so sad , so embarrassed . i don't dare to go visit chenlaoshi anymore , i'm such a disgrace . i thot i'm just not happy abt th tcher . but th fact is , i've lost th interest in chinese . time can't rewind anymore , i can't ace in chinese anymore . & , there's one thing i'm gonna say : 我对不起陈聪老师 ):