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Friday, July 20, 2007
Sometimes wounds need time to heal / 7:38 PM
Chapter 1 Heart Breaking News
“Mum don’t go away!”The sight of my mum faded away, I tried to hold her back, but she ignored me. Tears stung my eyes when I woke up drenched from sweat. My name is Taey Jared, my mum passed away a week ago. She died in a car accident. I hate mum. I hate her for leaving me alone with my dad and sis. Why are you so cruel? I always wanted to ask her. Everyday in the night, I will dream of her pale but beautiful face, her long smooth blonde hair, half the time covering her ocean blue eyes.”Breakfast Ready! Come down sis!” my sister, Linda shouted. Linda wears thick makeup; she looked nice without it but she said that it make her looked fabulous, seriously I think it should be horrible. In fact it look like grease on her face, she doesn’t want to admit it. She doesn’t take after mum, that what people says; sometimes I think that she doesn’t care about what happened to mum.
I walked downstairs thoughts and feelings surrounding me, a tear dropped as I hastily turned my head away to avoid letting Dad see but it was too late.”Why are you crying?”Dad questioned. ”Nothing!”I tried to sound casual. That voice did not deceive him, but to my utmost relief he did not asked further. We settled down in the dining room and ate in silence. Suddenly, dad spoke in a seriously “Err…Since I am taking two jobs at a time, it is not safe for both of you to stay at home, so I am considering of remarrying…”
“No!” I cried out.
“But Taey…”Dad tried to calm me down.
“I said no! Dad you don’t care about mum!” I shouted at him.
“Its not it…” I cut him off before he could say anything.
“Shut up!” I screamed at him, trying hard to stop the tears that sprang down my cheeks.
“Taey!” dad said sternly.
I stomped up stairs before other words of hatred spilled from my lips. Tears streaming down my face, they don’t understand me, and they don’t care what happened to me. I slammed my bedroom door shut, fuming. Angrily, I pulled out my drawer and took out a box, a seashore bracelet, I took it out and handed it with care. It was a gift from my late mother; it was given to me when I was just merely a five year old kid. “Keep it well, Taey it is very precious to me now I will give it to you.”Mum’s voice rang through my head. It gives me a sign of encouragement and also a form of encouragement. “Taey?” I hurriedly shoved the bracelet back into the drawer.
“Yes?” I asked.
Dad poked his head in and hushed me “Changed quickly for school!”he sounded cheerful enough but there was an unmistakable sadness in his eyes, I wasn’t sure that he fake that cheerfulness or not.”Dad … I’m sorry I yelled you.” I sounded so small, I waited silently for a reply and I hate this silence a lot, finally Dad spoke “It’s okay , it’s not that do not care for your mum, she’s my wife too, everybody is grieving about her death. Take Linda for instance, she tries to put on a I –don’t- care –look. But the truth is she is depressed too, she doesn’t want people know that she’s weak. One look at her I know both you and Linda miss your mum very much, but a dead person cannot be revived so get over this sadness err…about remarrying…” I jolted up from my seat and stare at him and dare him to say “I will remarry no matter what” But he said “I’ll talk about it other time.”I heaved a sigh of relieved, I will stop the marriage from happening, you just watch me dad, and I thought myself. # to be continued..
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8th WORLD WONDER .
Hello people , in case you're in the wrong blog , yeah , my name is Qi Wen . I don't like my chinese pronouncation ?? though , but I don't mind if you call my that way . My birthday's on 13 December 1995 ,
so do your math & calculate how old i am . I study in Woodlands Ring Primary School previously , and currently I'm a member of 2G`09 in Chung Cheng Yishun . I'm in CCHYCO , & playing the erhu .
I can be very horny , but don't be afraid 'cause I won't rape you .
I often sing like nobody's business , like how cool is this .
I'm not really concerned about height issues but that doesn't make you have the right to say I'm short .
Currently , I'm trying to turn to a quiet person . So pardon me if i don't talk to you .
I'm obessed with quite a number of stuffs/people . Like I love to eat potatoes & mangoes , and i like the colour white & yellow . I'm crazy in monkeys & octopus , cause I think they're super adorable .
I'm in love with Justin Chon who acted as Eric Yorkie in Twilight & ??? cause I think they're are hot . Oh , and because of my obession for monkeys , I created a group called the MONKEY PROTECTION SOCIETY.
I don't really care if there's only four members in the group , don't try to say i'm stupid to create this pathetic group .
I like to cook & sew , sorta a typical housewife , just that I don't like house work . I also like to play with balloons , especially doing balloon sculpture . I'm just a beginner when doing balloon sculpture ,
but I'll definitely work harder , to twist & turn adorable animals .
I'm a super glutton for your information . I can do anything to get my food . I often crave for certain food , and will become grumpy & will start to throw tantrum without my food . hehs .
You can contact me at my MSN , although I don't like to talk to strangers .
I have a Friendster account , and a Facebook account .
I do have another blog which is @ Livejournal.com .
I think I have a long profile here . Don't say I'm naggy 'cause I didn't ask you to read either .
Toodles <3
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& around the shining squares of London .
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Friday, July 20, 2007
Sometimes wounds need time to heal / 7:38 PM
Chapter 1 Heart Breaking News
“Mum don’t go away!”The sight of my mum faded away, I tried to hold her back, but she ignored me. Tears stung my eyes when I woke up drenched from sweat. My name is Taey Jared, my mum passed away a week ago. She died in a car accident. I hate mum. I hate her for leaving me alone with my dad and sis. Why are you so cruel? I always wanted to ask her. Everyday in the night, I will dream of her pale but beautiful face, her long smooth blonde hair, half the time covering her ocean blue eyes.”Breakfast Ready! Come down sis!” my sister, Linda shouted. Linda wears thick makeup; she looked nice without it but she said that it make her looked fabulous, seriously I think it should be horrible. In fact it look like grease on her face, she doesn’t want to admit it. She doesn’t take after mum, that what people says; sometimes I think that she doesn’t care about what happened to mum.
I walked downstairs thoughts and feelings surrounding me, a tear dropped as I hastily turned my head away to avoid letting Dad see but it was too late.”Why are you crying?”Dad questioned. ”Nothing!”I tried to sound casual. That voice did not deceive him, but to my utmost relief he did not asked further. We settled down in the dining room and ate in silence. Suddenly, dad spoke in a seriously “Err…Since I am taking two jobs at a time, it is not safe for both of you to stay at home, so I am considering of remarrying…”
“No!” I cried out.
“But Taey…”Dad tried to calm me down.
“I said no! Dad you don’t care about mum!” I shouted at him.
“Its not it…” I cut him off before he could say anything.
“Shut up!” I screamed at him, trying hard to stop the tears that sprang down my cheeks.
“Taey!” dad said sternly.
I stomped up stairs before other words of hatred spilled from my lips. Tears streaming down my face, they don’t understand me, and they don’t care what happened to me. I slammed my bedroom door shut, fuming. Angrily, I pulled out my drawer and took out a box, a seashore bracelet, I took it out and handed it with care. It was a gift from my late mother; it was given to me when I was just merely a five year old kid. “Keep it well, Taey it is very precious to me now I will give it to you.”Mum’s voice rang through my head. It gives me a sign of encouragement and also a form of encouragement. “Taey?” I hurriedly shoved the bracelet back into the drawer.
“Yes?” I asked.
Dad poked his head in and hushed me “Changed quickly for school!”he sounded cheerful enough but there was an unmistakable sadness in his eyes, I wasn’t sure that he fake that cheerfulness or not.”Dad … I’m sorry I yelled you.” I sounded so small, I waited silently for a reply and I hate this silence a lot, finally Dad spoke “It’s okay , it’s not that do not care for your mum, she’s my wife too, everybody is grieving about her death. Take Linda for instance, she tries to put on a I –don’t- care –look. But the truth is she is depressed too, she doesn’t want people know that she’s weak. One look at her I know both you and Linda miss your mum very much, but a dead person cannot be revived so get over this sadness err…about remarrying…” I jolted up from my seat and stare at him and dare him to say “I will remarry no matter what” But he said “I’ll talk about it other time.”I heaved a sigh of relieved, I will stop the marriage from happening, you just watch me dad, and I thought myself. # to be continued..
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