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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
/ 8:14 PM

change a blogskin..
tagboard colour changed too..
anw..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIN!!
lin's birthday today..
she older by 1 year le..
im still 11..
lol
TOTM goes too..
kris..
CONGRATS..
two months!!
so, everbody tag more!!


Sunday, July 29, 2007
/ 11:48 AM

talk abt 10th anni now..
tho is a long time ago incident..haha
went t sch den lots of p5 prefects at the gate thr..
sayin
welcome welcome welcome..
den val say..
"y we no nid go de"..
den i say cos we 'senior' liao..
lols..
thr lots of ppl..
den mrs lim go put mi stupid stupid pic on the video
the one tt i lead the brownie pledge de..
damn gross..
i was like..
WAHH..
den lin call me go her table seat..
cos thr no ppl de..
i hesitated for a moment..
dunno why..
den i say ..
ok lorhhs-.-
jh is daweiwang..
she eat so much lorhhs
she kip askin me when the food will come she hungry liao
lol-.-
in the end
anniversary fun lahhs


Sunday, July 22, 2007
/ 9:50 PM

went to lin party today..
fun..
me n wy trick dem..
haha..
wy n me wan go carpark..
dey dun wan go..
den we go lerh..
den run back..
dey dunno..
dey go n find us..
despite the fact tat me n wy is at lin house..
lol..

den later went to 888 to c performance.
lame lorh the so called 'magician'..
magic damn fake de..
den got two 'superstar' come..
Chanel and Kelvin Soon..
dey are so called 'good friends'..
chanel din sing..
cos she no voice..
i will post up 2mr..
includin the video bah..
veri short de..
but got jh brother head blockin somewhr in the middle..
quite short the video..
cos he sing until half way den pose for me to take pic..
den i stop record le..
his voice nice lah..
face=pui..
i got take pics..but all blur blur de..
haha..
n i won in the lucky draw..
thx for the ticket jia gave me..
8th prize..=lan..
oven toaster..
wahh..
dey say until mi name like veri weird..
surprised to hear mi name being called out..
embarrased..
wahh..
i 4got ask for signature..
if got chance i will ask de..


Friday, July 20, 2007
Sometimes wounds need time to heal / 7:38 PM

Chapter 1 Heart Breaking News

“Mum don’t go away!”The sight of my mum faded away, I tried to hold her back, but she ignored me. Tears stung my eyes when I woke up drenched from sweat. My name is Taey Jared, my mum passed away a week ago. She died in a car accident. I hate mum. I hate her for leaving me alone with my dad and sis. Why are you so cruel? I always wanted to ask her. Everyday in the night, I will dream of her pale but beautiful face, her long smooth blonde hair, half the time covering her ocean blue eyes.”Breakfast Ready! Come down sis!” my sister, Linda shouted. Linda wears thick makeup; she looked nice without it but she said that it make her looked fabulous, seriously I think it should be horrible. In fact it look like grease on her face, she doesn’t want to admit it. She doesn’t take after mum, that what people says; sometimes I think that she doesn’t care about what happened to mum.
I walked downstairs thoughts and feelings surrounding me, a tear dropped as I hastily turned my head away to avoid letting Dad see but it was too late.”Why are you crying?”Dad questioned. ”Nothing!”I tried to sound casual. That voice did not deceive him, but to my utmost relief he did not asked further. We settled down in the dining room and ate in silence. Suddenly, dad spoke in a seriously “Err…Since I am taking two jobs at a time, it is not safe for both of you to stay at home, so I am considering of remarrying…”
“No!” I cried out.
“But Taey…”Dad tried to calm me down.
“I said no! Dad you don’t care about mum!” I shouted at him.
“Its not it…” I cut him off before he could say anything.
“Shut up!” I screamed at him, trying hard to stop the tears that sprang down my cheeks.
“Taey!” dad said sternly.
I stomped up stairs before other words of hatred spilled from my lips. Tears streaming down my face, they don’t understand me, and they don’t care what happened to me. I slammed my bedroom door shut, fuming. Angrily, I pulled out my drawer and took out a box, a seashore bracelet, I took it out and handed it with care. It was a gift from my late mother; it was given to me when I was just merely a five year old kid. “Keep it well, Taey it is very precious to me now I will give it to you.”Mum’s voice rang through my head. It gives me a sign of encouragement and also a form of encouragement. “Taey?” I hurriedly shoved the bracelet back into the drawer.
“Yes?” I asked.
Dad poked his head in and hushed me “Changed quickly for school!”he sounded cheerful enough but there was an unmistakable sadness in his eyes, I wasn’t sure that he fake that cheerfulness or not.”Dad … I’m sorry I yelled you.” I sounded so small, I waited silently for a reply and I hate this silence a lot, finally Dad spoke “It’s okay , it’s not that do not care for your mum, she’s my wife too, everybody is grieving about her death. Take Linda for instance, she tries to put on a I –don’t- care –look. But the truth is she is depressed too, she doesn’t want people know that she’s weak. One look at her I know both you and Linda miss your mum very much, but a dead person cannot be revived so get over this sadness err…about remarrying…” I jolted up from my seat and stare at him and dare him to say “I will remarry no matter what” But he said “I’ll talk about it other time.”I heaved a sigh of relieved, I will stop the marriage from happening, you just watch me dad, and I thought myself.


# to be continued..


/ 7:36 PM

PJY's stories are damn nice tat i will copy n paste ALL her stories here..


/ 7:28 PM

i din update lah..
i noe..
im too lazy..
and for those who wan me to link you must wait more fews days..
im quite busy these few days..
btw..
the fiesta sux today..
scouts are bad..
they bully me.
dominic beat me
zhe jia beat me
solomon pour the pail of water on me
calvin lee scold me
snowden threaten me with his punch
i crying now..
real..
Scouts are totally scandals.
我和你们无冤无仇, 为什么把我弄成那么落魄?
我不会放过你们的!
i wan them to say sorry to me..
dey make me cry..
im really sad..
being bullied is not a nice thing..
n y im forced to go help scouts when im a brownie?!
wahh..
我不会放过你们的!
especially snowden chang n calvin lee
i gg cry lerh..
bye


Saturday, July 14, 2007
/ 9:29 PM

...
din update blog..damn lazy me
LOL


Friday, July 06, 2007
/ 11:45 PM

001.Nickname: animalzlover ^^
0o3.Single or Taken: I'm single lah..=.=
004.Horoscope: sagitarus
005.Male or Female: Female.
006.Elementary Sch: WRPS
007.Ipod: I dun hav T.T
009.Hair colour: black
012.Hair long or short: medium medium
014:Eye colour: normal.
015.Are you a health freak: of course no.
016.Height:wahh..must i really say?
017.Do u have a crush on someone: hmmm..
018.Do u like urself: k lah..i very zi lian de
019.Braces: my teeth are fine
026.first Best friend: Fiona, remembered CLEARLY.
027.first Award: Um, primary 1 first in class.
028.first Sport u joined:i forgot le.LOL
029.first Pet:I dunno.[shld be rabbit or tortise=.=]
030.first Vacation: Thailand.Bleah, not fun de..[thr really got transexual ppl]
032.first Love: erm..is that counted?[dun get the wrong idea]
033.first Movie: siao arh..who remember?
034.TV show:dunno~
035. colour: fave color? white and black.
042.Piece of clothing:huh?
043.Brand of clothing: depends..
044.Things u sleep with:basic neccesities lah.
045.School: WRPS
046.Animal:hamsters?rabbits?
047.Book:nix nix can le xD
048.Magazine: seldom read.
052.I'm abt to: doze off..=.=
055.Waiting for: PSLE over.
056.Watching:computer screen.
057.Wearing:Shirt + shorts
069.Hugs or kisses:WHAT?!
070.Shorter or taller: lame lame
071.Romantic or spontaneous:romantic...LOLs
074.Sensitive or loud: sensitive.
075.Hookup or relationship: relationship.
076.Sweet or caring: caring.
080.Lost glasses or contacts:i only hav a glasses..[still lyin at a corner of mi room]
082.Broken a bone: nope.
083.x-ray: no lahhs..
084.broken someone's heart: shld be got..
086.Turned someone down:YA LAH YA LAH[I NOE WY U THINKIN ABT THAT STUPID INCIDENT LAST SEPTEMBER INVOVLING _ _ _ _ _..A GUY]LOLS
088.Cried in school:DUN REMEMBER
090.Miracles:abit
091.Love at first sight:of course blieve
093.Magic: ???
100.Is there someone u want to be with right now:yea yea.

Randomly name 20 people
1.WY
2.PJY
3.VAL
4.LIN
5.JH
6.XM
7.TRIS
8.KRIS
9.ISABEL
10.MX
11.BCT
12.GS
13.ALR
14.SNOWDEN
15.MATT
16.GRACE
17.TZP
18.MARIO[LOL LOL]
19.MAGARET
20.ashley

*How do u meet #14: erm..seriously..i DUNNO[lol]
*Wat would you do if u didn't meet #1: no BFF
*Wat if #9 and #20 dated:Ashley not les=.=..and she is taken le..
*Would #6 and #17 make a good couple:XM and TZP?!got possibility
*Is #12 family members: NO..Gravy Sauce has nth to do with me..
*Wat would u do if #18 confesses to u dat he likes u:kay lah..it happened last time..i forgot le lah..lol..[face turn red]
*Wat language does #15 speaks:Chinese ,Eng + what?
*Who is #9 going out with?: Dunno
*How old is #16: 11++
*When is the last time u spoke to #13: remedial lesson..i rmb askin him if the pink dolphin belongs to him..=.=
*Who is #2's fav band/singer:she din told me
*Would u ever date #4:I NOT LES!!
*Would u ever date #1:siao..
*Is #19 single:magaret, you single?
*Would u ever be in a relationship wif #11:OMG ?!with a gay?NO WAY
*School of #3: wrps
*Where does #6 lives:Woodlands
*Wd's ur fav thing abt #5:no fav thing..she always bully me



ALL THESE ARE PURELY COINSIDENCE..
I DIN DO IT DELIBRATELY


/ 11:34 PM

`star bad bad de..
she made a mistake in mi siting arrangement..
T_T..
the previous one is correct..
the current wrong le.. me shld sit bside isabel..
instead i was like siting at eiix- de place..
den she lost..
i told wy then she thr say
psps..
no use..
lols


/ 6:18 PM

# To someone, somebody..

It's just a few months away from our graduation day..
Will we EVER meet again since then?
Will you remember me?
Will you call me on the phone?
Will you change your phone number without telling me?
Will I forget you?
Will your face disappear from my memories?
I hope you won't forget how we met..
That is a funny encounter but I NEVER forgotten it..
It's really surprising for me to know you like that..
I'm always standing by your side..
But I think you treated what I did for you for granted..
Did you noticed me AT ALL?
I think the best way was to forget you after I left this school..
That will do me good, I thought..
But is that a really good way?
To me, I can't really forget you..
Though I told myself ALOT of times that I MUST forget you..
BUT
BUT
BUT

Anyway..
I'm just here to say a word..
BYE




lols..
no more inspiration..
but..
if `star sees this post..
dun come and ask me loads of rubbish..
like..
qw..you like someone arh..
qw..whos the one you like..
-.-..
lol lol lol..
im just writing this purely just bcos i am bored..
...


Thursday, July 05, 2007
/ 10:23 PM

tagboard colour crashed with the background..
i lazy to change lahhs..
maths test 2dae..
wahh..
sadds..
i wont get to be the top scorer de lah..
i wan go ndp show..
nic nic show..
sure not me go de lahh..
last ans i dunno..
soem say 228..
got ppl say 528..
i forgot wat i rite le..
sure wrong de lahh..
den still got one i anyhow guess de..
the ans i rite 55..
den surprisingly isabel n jh same ans with me..
so i think i got chance get correct lahh..
cos must think simple..
dun think too complicated..
LOL..


/ 10:21 PM

RAHHS..
got sabotaged by wy 2day..
the dance de..
T_T..
i dun wanna dance..
wy baddie..
bad bad bad..
mummy crazy de..
he got specs he wan c mi ans..
-.-..


Wednesday, July 04, 2007
/ 8:18 PM

6 more postie to 100th post..
i noe im slow..
compare to kris and `star..


/ 8:09 PM

as usual..
i din post for days..
busy..
dunno doin wat..
LOLs..
mrs lim change our place yesterday..
T_T..
i changed place with thiru at 1st..
den change with sam..
heng..
no nid sit with begum..
benjamin sit with begum..
haha..
sway..
i now sitting at xm's last time de grp..
the grp member is Isabel, Mx, Jia Hui, Sumit and FWH..
T_T..
i dun wanna be in dis grp..
haha..
wy sit with OWK..

ANIMALZLOVERisDEPRESSED..


Sunday, July 01, 2007
/ 9:17 PM

went to northpoint 2day..
then went to the wat ADOPT-A-PET-CARNIVAL..
at Nee Soon East CC..
lots of dogs thr..
big big one..
got one sute little white terrier licked mi leg..
LOL..
i bought 2 posters from SPCA..
one for $1 onli sia..
cheap like siao..
but the T-shirt one for $16..
too bad..
i no more money le..
i want buy the carnival ticket..
but sold out le..
T_T..
den i saw the hammie tat i wanted to adopt tat day at SPCA..
but then i adopted the other one..
the rabbit i so cute..
so fluffy..
i wan adopt!!..
not possible de..
cos i got asthma..
too bad lorhhs..
wished thr is some more carnival like this todae..
cos i din get to buy many things cos of time contrain..